I cry alone at the toilet around 12 midnight. The next morning, while talking with Yvonne about my inner feeling, my tears drop again.
Everything weigh so heavily on my shoulder. I just can’t cope with everything.. All look awfully shocked at my clubbing. I try so hard to drink to dance to forget about everything. Does it help? Yes it does, but only temporary.
It seems like a messed fucked up life. I admit so, but what can I do? I try so hard to make it better, but sometimes road can be rocky and curvy.
After a fucked up week, I never ever sleep that long like today. Yet now my eyes are threatening to close.
Anyone please help me to take this pain, this heavy heart, this tired body away from me?
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