been reading a book that made me ponder about myself..
“what do i want to be in future? what do i wish to do the most? what lie ahead in my future?”
I choose to be cool about my life, because I find no way out. what do I need to say more for that?
now natural disaster god strike again, and it is my first time to watch these videos, that leave me in shock and I pray for everyone’s safety. then I find myself SMS seika about her grandmum and everyone safety.
One moment I was staring at my computer, another moment earthquake strike Japan. We are similarly human, doing our work. Yet there is difference that I am safe in my office, while others hiding under desk in fear for their life. How ironic is that?
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some made me how selfish human can be. Well don’t we all? We can sleep in our bed peacefully while others gonna hide in their safety ground, waiting for the worst to over.
Seriously I sort of anticipate this. I frown at every construction or underground construction. I always feel like screaming at them that they are trying to kill our earth! Other dept head even agree with me when I mention that the construction work is one of the cause that provoke natural disaster god. So what can I say?
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I choose to make myself busy, perhaps trying to make my life more miserable. My heart is heavy and I am totally tired. I have enough of human. Sometimes I will feel abit shocked whenever my colleague bring something from home for me to eat. Or sometimes I will feel relieved when seika answer my call. It is like as if it has been long time since someone treat me so well and that make me feel even scared.
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anyway I have been looking forward to meeting seika one day, for it has been LONG time since I meet her. other than that, I have no time and money for others.
alright time to make myself busy. Bye everyone!
